an ongoing list.

  • how easily I can feel wonder from looking up at the sky
  • how much of an urge I feel to check notifications in the morning
  • how at ease I feel going to bed
  • whether my news feed makes me happy or anxious
  • how often I remember that it’s not obvious that there should be a universe at all
  • whether I spend more than an hour in the day reading
  • how comfortable I feel with something I share getting zero reactions
  • how fearful I am of the prospect of something going wrong
  • how patient I am in my interactions with others
  • how vividly I feel the love I have for my parents and brother and friends

what about you?